On the reconciliation side of things, I am… how to put it. Sad? I feel like I have been shouting in the void for the past six months. I do not hear a single thing of what I would have wanted someone to reconcile would say, and I do not have it in me to explain it anymore.
Shouting into the void with me in the room? My general feeling is that we’re very aligned when we’re talking about technical solutions (content addressing in the kernel, hell yeah! 
) but when you are talking about problems in meetings you are insinuating more than you are directly saying what you mean, and I have trouble understanding just what the hell we’re getting at — e.g. “what is the concrete action that needs to happen in order to fix the situation?”. Maybe this is like a French vs. American styles of communication thing, haha.